There have been cases of marijuana triggering underlying mental illness, just so you know what I'm really driving at. I am skeptical regardless, once again because of how long it has been. If you're not, then I would be skeptical if this is still really from the drugs. You might want to consider purchasing a cheap-o home testing kit for weed and see if you're still pissing dirty. For the most part it is only heavy users who retain detectable amounts of THC in their system for up to a month (or even longer) after last smoking, and even then it's not as if they're high for a month. At this point, all of the drug should be out of your body unless you are severely overweight, and even then it probably would have been eliminated before now based on your stated use. It is not unusual for something like this to continue for a couple of days after the actual experience took place (especially with weed, since THC is stored in fat), but a month + is definitely not normal. Okay, so your original post was made on September 5th and now, more than a month later, you are still feeling this depersonalization that seemed to be tripped off by your MJ experience?Īt this point, I think the smart thing to do would be to see a doctor. With myself being a low tolerance smoker, is an ego death what I felt during the trip? And is what I'm feeling right now Depersonalization/Derealization?Īdvice for the benefit of my sanity would be appreciated. A feeling I got when I smoked last night, but not nearly as intense. My mind is constantly questioning whats real and what it means to be real and how all of this is happening. Its now almost 24hrs since that session took place and I feel as if I am not connected with reality or as if there is no reality. These deep thoughts racing through my mind went away after I fell asleep and woke back up. I started to have deep thoughts about the world and the universe and why we're here (not a religious man at all). However during this time I became so detached from myself it felt as if I experienced an Ego Death or partial loss of ego. This feeling began to feel incredibly uncomfortable and almost as if I knew what was going to happen before it did and so on and so forth. We begin our trek back to my house by walking our usual way and I start to feel like a Deja vu experience (which i have had on two separate sessions before this).
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About ten minutes after smoking the whole blunt, limbs on my body go somewhat numb (nothing uncomfortable). Okay so me and my buddy rolled a blunt with an average amount of herb inside. no other drugs were taken except one cigarette had a green out experience from a bong (out of body, deja vu, nausea) not a usual smoker, smoked maybe ten times total